After one of the worst months ever (economically speaking), God listened to my distress mayday call and now my wallet is not that sad anymore. Although the first thing I will do is to pay the accumulated bills and dues, that won't liberate me of any pressure, as I'm using tomorrow's money for today's bread.
When I was a kid I took as granted that I will end up with a life similar to my dad's: three children, a wife, a house, a car, show fishing to my son on spring and rent a house near the beach in summer. Now I'm 28 (it didn't hurt as much as I expected) and I'm living in a 14 sq.m room that doesn't even belong to me. My most expensive possesion is maybe a go board that a chinese friend gave me for my birthday. Is not that I complaint about my situation, my satisfied mind helps me to be grateful to what I have been given. But definitively I have no kids, no car, and no summer house.
I will go now to my Spanish class, tomorrow to stay at a friends', and on Sunday I will go to the cinema to watch King Arthur or another easy movie. From next week I will focus like a berserker in my graduation thesis, I'm sure that by then I will have given up to comparing with my father, hehehe.